i love the song Boston by Augustana and these are the best lines that are my life right now.
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
i'm so ready to start over. i feel like i am only half of who i should be. i think there's so much more to me you haven't seen (that ones for you jes7). so once i get out of this god-forsaken city, i'll finally become the person i know i am. the person who's buried inside, yearning to come out. she's been waiting awhile now, and she'll only have to wait 2 more months.
i feel like last night was a really good night. not only did i get to hang out with my bff, and see some old friends who i didnt realize i missed, but i also just felt really good. i felt like i looked good, which gave me more confidence which made me a better person. i wasnt that shy girl too scared to talk to any guys. i was calm, cool and collected and i had a lot of fun being ME. i really feel that that was just a preview of what its going to be like in LA. not because its LA, but because its a whole new city. a new place where i can start over and finally be whom i'm supposed to be.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
catching up
for the first time in a long time, i have been really busy. i usually use it as an excuse for the things "oh, you know, i've been busy" but thats a lie. i'm never busy. i just usually spend my time doing things that arent really necessary. but now, i have been busy.
i'll start with....
friday april 6th, went to san francsico and saw the lashes and then hung out with them until 4am. yeah. pretty much one of the most fun nights of my life.
saturday april 7th, i took pictures at a local park of an easter egg hunt that was put on by my parents church. not mine, my parents. i like saying that because its not my church...but thats a whole different story for a whole different time. anyways, that was fun getting to take pictures of some of the cutest little kids. then i picked up jesssssica, and met shannon and we went to san francisco. dropped of jessssss with nick to see The Killers and shannon and i went to the warfield to see Hellogoodbye, Boys Like Girls, The Hush Sound and A Cursive Memory. It was a great show. it sucks that i was so exhausted, but i still danced.
sunday april 8th, my brothers birthday and easter. got to wear my new dress to church, and saw some people i really missed and also saw some people i wouldnt mind never seeing again. but thats how most places can be. the scofields were in town so they came to church with us. then we went home and had easter lunch. mm mm it was good. then went to jessssss' and we took some promo shots for our sweet ass band (http://www.myspace.com/norwaythebandnotthecountry) and then went to san francsico (3rd day in a row) and saw our friends The Actual.
monday april 9th, MY BIRTHDAY!!!! it started off by me driving to LA but then i picked up lindsay and we headed into hollywood. met up with Danielle (who got me on the guest list, not uncommon) and saw Everybody Else and Rooney. great dance party. saw andy dick, mischa barton and camilla belle. that was cool. friends bought me bday drinks so it was extra fun ;) and it was overall a great night.
tuesday april 10th, did pretty much nothing. sat on lindsays computer and got to talk to jesssss through webcams (which was awesome) and showered and then lindsay took me to in-n-out and then we hung out for awhile and watched Failure to Launch.
wednesday april 11th, for some reason i woke up at 6:45am, but then that reason turned out that max wanted to take me to breakfast =D so i got up and packed, said my goodbyes and went to burbank and met max for breakfast. at about 9:30 i headed home. got home around 2:30, met jess, shannon and craig for early dinner at bj's. then came home and packed for the opposite weather, Oregon.
thurs-sun, went to Oregon. hung out. saw family. shopped. it was really fun. just missed CA alot.
and now i am just working and trying to save up as much money as possible to move out by June 22nd. i cant believe its almost here. yeesh. im stoked.
well this was long, but im pretty sure only 2 people read this and they are 2 of the only people that really matter so whatever.
love you jess and lindsay!!!
i'll start with....
friday april 6th, went to san francsico and saw the lashes and then hung out with them until 4am. yeah. pretty much one of the most fun nights of my life.
saturday april 7th, i took pictures at a local park of an easter egg hunt that was put on by my parents church. not mine, my parents. i like saying that because its not my church...but thats a whole different story for a whole different time. anyways, that was fun getting to take pictures of some of the cutest little kids. then i picked up jesssssica, and met shannon and we went to san francisco. dropped of jessssss with nick to see The Killers and shannon and i went to the warfield to see Hellogoodbye, Boys Like Girls, The Hush Sound and A Cursive Memory. It was a great show. it sucks that i was so exhausted, but i still danced.
sunday april 8th, my brothers birthday and easter. got to wear my new dress to church, and saw some people i really missed and also saw some people i wouldnt mind never seeing again. but thats how most places can be. the scofields were in town so they came to church with us. then we went home and had easter lunch. mm mm it was good. then went to jessssss' and we took some promo shots for our sweet ass band (http://www.myspace.com/norwaythebandnotthecountry) and then went to san francsico (3rd day in a row) and saw our friends The Actual.
monday april 9th, MY BIRTHDAY!!!! it started off by me driving to LA but then i picked up lindsay and we headed into hollywood. met up with Danielle (who got me on the guest list, not uncommon) and saw Everybody Else and Rooney. great dance party. saw andy dick, mischa barton and camilla belle. that was cool. friends bought me bday drinks so it was extra fun ;) and it was overall a great night.
tuesday april 10th, did pretty much nothing. sat on lindsays computer and got to talk to jesssss through webcams (which was awesome) and showered and then lindsay took me to in-n-out and then we hung out for awhile and watched Failure to Launch.
wednesday april 11th, for some reason i woke up at 6:45am, but then that reason turned out that max wanted to take me to breakfast =D so i got up and packed, said my goodbyes and went to burbank and met max for breakfast. at about 9:30 i headed home. got home around 2:30, met jess, shannon and craig for early dinner at bj's. then came home and packed for the opposite weather, Oregon.
thurs-sun, went to Oregon. hung out. saw family. shopped. it was really fun. just missed CA alot.
and now i am just working and trying to save up as much money as possible to move out by June 22nd. i cant believe its almost here. yeesh. im stoked.
well this was long, but im pretty sure only 2 people read this and they are 2 of the only people that really matter so whatever.
love you jess and lindsay!!!
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