"i told you, i need an attitude adjustment"

i've come to realize that if i start my day out thinking it is going to be a bad day, its going to be a bad day.
if i start my day out thinking its going to be a good day, its most likely going to be a good day.
of course there is always the inevitable of bad things happening. but i'm beginning to see about 90% of it is attitude. i need to change my attitude at work sometimes and stop getting so stressed out and frustrated with the kids so easily. thats just not me. i seem to take a forceful tone with the kids more than what is necessary. so kourtni and i decided to help keep each other in check because we both seem to be doing it and its not who we are. and its not fair to the kids too.

i had a really good discussion today with my co-worker jaime. we were just talking about our personalities and how be both can be really shy at times but other times not at all. she said she over-compensates sometimes and it comes off a little cocky, which i've seen with her. but i think its cool that she recognizes it. anyways, it was just really cool to get to chat with my co-worker and really get to know her better.

i'm just trying to give up doing it on my own and let God take the wheel. but that's a whole different story.

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"That's why they call them crushes. If they were easy, they'd call them something else" -Sixteen Candles

i believe

Seen your face in every child that smiles,
but I can't help but rejoice.
And I've heard the song called thunder,
but I knew it was your voice.
Touched the holes in your calloused hands,
stuck my fingers in your side.
oh I was six-feet-deep in doubt but
now I'm sure that you're alive

And it's safe to say we'll never know everything,
still blessings we receive.
And it’s safe to say I really don't know a thing,
still I choose to believe.

Smelt the scent of angel sweet floating in the summer air.
I have breathed in deep the incense,
while the saints send up their prayers.
I have tasted now I see
oh I see that you are good.
And I have ate your perfect body,
and I have drank your blessed blood

And it's safe to say we'll never know everything,
still blessings we receive.
And it’s safe to say I really don't know a thing,
still I choose to believe.

And all the answers that I find,
only take me so far down the line.
The tracks always give out
yeah it's a leap from the lions mouth.

And it's safe to say we'll never know everything,
still blessings we receive.
And it’s safe to say I really don't know a thing,
still I choose to believe.

getting to know me through photos

this was a survey i took on myspace that was so much fun to do. so i thought i would post it here too.

i had to answer each question by going to photobucket.com and typing it into the search bar. then take any picture from the first page of results and post. and not write any explanations. so here's what came out.

1. What color is your hair?


2. Single or taken?


3. favorite band/musician?


4. Favorite movie?



5. Favorite TV show?


6. Live in an apartment or house?


7. What celebrity do you dislike?


8. What musician would you date?


9. What is your favorite scent?


10.What is your least favorite scent?


11. Favorite food?


12. Favorite fruit?


13. Favorite flower?


14. Favorite shoes?



15. Favorite sport?



16. One word to describe your ex.


17. Favorite Alcoholic Beverage.


18. Favorite Sports Team.


19.Where do your parents live?


20. Favorite Quote...


21. What does your last text message say?


22.Favorite time of year.


23:what underwear are you wearing?


24. How did you get one of your scars?


25. Favorite thing to do.


26.your name:

r.i.p. heath ledger

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.

this isnt just about heath.