Gone for a while and then blink and revile
My old habits get confused
They’ve been placating my mood
And selling me cheap solitude
But I’ve run out of reasons to pay
‘Cause I know you care
And I’ve grown so tired of not being there
And I know you care
So I’m cutting off familiar happenings
Conjuring up my melancholy, no that can’t go on
Certain my sadness was necessary, Oh I’ve been so wrong
And all that distance that I dispatch won’t ever help me feel less alone
Stop all that dark and senseless brooding sing a different song
Don’t get dramatic, this ain’t the movies, turn the camera off
Yeah all that acting seemed fun at first
But I’ve been playing this role for too long